You're already on it.

Nothing to fill in. You went on the list the day you got your result.

Four shields, four completely different ways of holding yourself together, and underneath all of them the same decision. You worked out early what the room wanted and you got very good at giving it. Nobody sat you down and taught you that. You noticed what settled things and you kept doing it.

The course is being built one shield at a time. People-Pleaser first, then the rest. It isn't ready yet.

When it opens you'll get an email from me. Not a countdown, not a launch week, not five reminders in four days. One note saying the doors are open, and it comes here before it goes anywhere else.

Between now and then you'll get the newsletter. Same voice as everything you've just read. There's an unsubscribe at the bottom of every one and I won't take it personally.

One thing, if you've got a minute.

Tell me the bit you're still stuck on. Not the shield, you've got that already. The actual moment. The message you rewrote four times before you sent it. The yes you gave on Tuesday that you're still annoyed about. The meeting where you had the thing to say and said nothing.

I'm building this out of what people send me. The specific version is worth more than the general one, every time.

Nothing's expected of you between now and then. You are allowed to still be in the middle of it.